Having a rough time

Lyrics:
There were photographs I wanted to take
Things I wanted to show you
Sing sweet lullabies, wipe your teary eyes
Who could love you like this?

People say that I am brave but I'm not
Truth is I'm barely hanging on
But there's a greater story
Written long before me
Because He loves you like this

[Chorus]
I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All my life
And I will praise the One Who's chosen me
To carry you

Such a short time
Such a long road
All this madness
But I know
That the silence
Has brought me to His voice
And He says ...

I've shown her photographs of time beginning
Walked her through the parted seas
Angel lullabies, no more teary eyes
Who could love her like this?

[Chorus]



Yes, I am finally having a hard time about all my attempts at having a baby. I am emotionally spent right now, and all I want to do is dissappear. So that is what I am going to do for a bit. No more facebook for me for awhile if ever again.  I haven't deleted facebook YET, but it maybe where I am headed.  I am happy for any of my friends adding to their families, but for my piece of mind, I just can't hear about another person becoming pregnant, and having a baby right now.  I hope you can understand and maybe not if you have never been in my shoes, and I pray most of you never have to because although I never gave birth to physical babies, they were my babies and I wanted each and every one of them. 

Come back and check out our blog if you want updates on us or want to see what we are up to. This will also be the last post on FACEBOOK for my blog right now. 

You can always send me an email to let me know what you and your families are up to as well.  hughes1506@gmail.com

I will post on my blog only monthly for right now until I can catch my breath from this and our upcoming move next weekend.

Happy Holiday's my friends and happy 2013 to you and your family.